#abaikan

bener ya apa kata orang". cinta emang gak harus memiliki :')
liat temen" pada pacaran semua, seneng sih liat temen" kyknya pd bahagiaa bgt, envy :(
apalagi kalo keinget wkt kita dulu juga kyk gitu :'D
sekarang? aku liat kamu dari kejauhan aja rasanya udh seneng, walaupun km jg gk liat aku :)
pengen sih teriak wkt km msh ada di depan kelas, teriak kalo aku syg bgt sm km hahaha
tp lg puasa jd gk teriak"   -_-"

maap ye, orang laper omongan jd ngaco

sometimes, I forgot that you're not mine. slow but sure I'm trying to believe the real. that you hate me, that you doesn't love me. just want you to know, you gave me a lot of memories to remember for the rest of my life. question on my mind, I never cared to really ask, but I finally got the guts to, did you ever love me? or was I the only one who fell in love? there never really was the two of us.

maybe they're right. my hopes up too high. but if they knew the way you make me feel, they'd understand
keinginan ku masih sama kok, meluk kamu buat terakhir kalinya & blg sm km kalo aku bener" cinta sm km. tapi gk mungkin bgt ya, cuma dlm mimpiku aku bisa meluk km. seeing you in my dreams is actually killing me, since all I can do is just staring at you :(

nothing that I can do that can make you come back to me.

but nothing you can say is gonna change the way I feel

I hold in my pain. When I can't take everything anymore, I just cry and I feel depressed and I drank some pills

Its so hard to live with all of this drama you caused me. But I love you too much to give you up. 

The hardest thing I'll ever have to do? Turn around and walk away pretending I don't love you

  

I won't forget the times that we ever had together. I'm wishing that you weren't ɑ part of my past
I hope you could find a much better person, someone who does not think negatively about you and not be possessive of you
makasih buat kenangan yg udah km kasih buat aku, aku bakal coba sedikit demi sedikit relain kamu zan :')


i love you..

...

terserah km skrg msh mau bilang aku cewek posesif atau apapun itu yg kamu mau. aku udh minta maaf, kalo kurang jelas, km bisa tanya ke aku

sorry

aku bilang ya sm km, aku udah gak mau ribut sm km. tp tolong, jgn sindir aku dgn cara kyk gitu. okelah emang dr awal aku yg salah, aku yg gk percaya sama kamu. maafin aku karena itu. aku nya juga salah terlalu sering berpikiran negatif ttg km, maafin aku jg krn itu... emang semua ini salahku.

yang sekarang aku bisa bilang ke kamu ya cuma maaf bgt
maafin aku udh terlalu sering ikut campur urusanmu. maafin aku dulu aku gak percaya alasan kenapa km mutusin aku. maafin aku udh masuk ke dlm kehidupanmu. maafin aku suka sm km. maafin aku sering nyindir km lewat tumblr atau blog ini. apalagi yg MMJ itu

maafin ya :(
 

why

The buttons on my phone are worn thin
I don't think that I knew the chaos I was getting in
But I've broken all my promises to you
I've broken all my promises to you

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?

A phrasing that's a single tear
Is harder than I ever feared
And you were left feeling so alone
Because these days aren't easy
Like they have been once before
These days aren't easy anymore

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me
I should have known this wasn't real
And fought it off and fought to feel
What matters most? Everything
That you feel while listening to every word that I sing
I promise you I will bring you home
I will bring you home

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me

gk penting -__-

tiba" ngerasa down. gk tau kenapa. kenapa ya kira"? semenjak profil fb mu km privacy, I guess that's because of me. yah, maaf bgt ya kalo aku ganggu km selama ini. aku baca about me tmptmu lho, km tulis "kapok pacaran sm cewk posesif & selalu berpikiran negatif"
jujur aja ya, aku tersinggung. aku kyk gini jg karena sikap & omonganmu sendiri
yaah, maaf bgt kalo aku kayak gitu, maaf bgt ya.
kayaknya aku udah gk bisa tau kabarmu gimana, kamu sm siapa, km lg apa, apa yg km rasain.
maaf ya aku udah suka sm km, maaf jg aku dulu prnh masuk ke dlm hidupmu. tau gak apa yg aku rasain skrg? aku ngerasa jd pengganggu dlm hidupmu. aku ngerasa bersalah bgt sm km

good luck for your new life, I try to forget about you, about us, and about all the things we've been through together. I try to not looking at past, I try so hard. I wish you the best. actually, I wish someday you'll know how strong my love for you

sbnrnya mau ketik nama mantan" biar jelas, pake inisial aja yaa
1. R --> 12.03.08
2. H --> 01.10.08
3. R --> 29.02.09
4. E --> 09.07.09
5. F --> 01.02.10

paling sayang dan cinta bgt sm yg plg terakhir

can't believe

mantanmu 12 di lampung, 1 di jogja
mau nambah lg gk yg di jogja? atau pas di bandung pasti mau nambah lg, ya kan? hahahaha
gila ya, kaget bgt sumpah wkt km blg mantanmu ada 13. wkt di lampung seminggu sekali ganti yak? waaaah hebaaat
padahal wkt dulu km nembak aku km blgnya nek km amatiran lho, katanya sama sekali blm prnh pcrn.. aku heran ya sm km, km kok boongin aku banyak bgt ew?
gak tau deh omonganmu yg ttg mantan"mu itu bener pa gak
yg jelas, aku kaget bgt. gak nyangka aja, cowok kyk km punya mantan 13
woow, mantanku aja cuma 1,2,3,4,5 lhoo (2 gk kuanggap)
hebat yaa kamu
oh iya, jangan lupa aku msh sayang bgt sm km hehe
ben biar km bosen kek, mau apa kek, terserah yeeey
eeh km juga kalo punya pacar baru bilang" yaa :D
jangan boongin aku lagi, oke?

lama" pengen gampar kamu deh kebanyakan boong, bete bgt soalnya hahaha
tp ni bulan puasaa, msh bisa saya tahan ini
*eh bahasa ngomong mu skrg kyk radityaa dika ya, fans berat yak? hahaha
oh iya, notesmu itu kok hampir sama ya kyk yg di marmut merah jambu?
jiplak atau gimana? hahaha, isinya juga gk sepenuhnya bener lho bang
kritikan ini, bukan nyindir..
eh bsok kalo km jd pindah ke bandung, pasti mau nambah deretan mantan, ya kaan? :D
peje nya ya bang..